I know she is nasty. I just never saw this side of her, and I just can't shake the thoughts of her behavior-it is so self destructive.
She has got to find her way, and figure this crap out herself. It is hard to sit back, and watch her do this to herself, and not try to rescue her-but I know she doesn't WANT to be rescued.
She thinks this behavior is perfectly acceptable, and is making her happy. I don't understand how going from man to man, being used, can make anyone happy. Just don't get that.
As far as this guy she is going to see. I firmly believe he will see exactly what she is-a booty call for whenever he is in town. But maybe that is what she wants. I need to let go of what the he!! she is doing, and what my thoughts are about her. Just gotta let it go.
You don't know what she is thinking, feeling or believing. She is responsible for her actions and behavior. Detach and take care of yourself. Very hard to do but neccessary. You can handle it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
