Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

SD,
I agree, there were signs and things that happened that I guess I rationalized, or she explained it away. Looking back, I kinda feel like a sucker. I really wonder what i don't know. I probably don't want to know. I KNOW I don't.

I know I am going to be better off without her, and all of this new nonsense.

I am starting to detach, and find my way in that area. It is difficult, but I know I will get through it-somehow.