Well, I had the big birthday dinner. I had asked him to dinner and when I was saying I would like, I quickly changed it to me and steph would like to make you dinner on saturday, if you don't have plans. We has all like why do you want to do that, I told him well, it's the big 40 and he told me that he had forgotten all about his birthday. He came and I was so nervous--like on our first date, I cleaned from top to bottom. My daughter kept telling me to calm down its not a "date". Dinner was great, he enjoyed it and loved the cake that our daughter decorated. OUr daughter painted this beautiful arcylic painting of his bike--it was awesome! She got every detail and he was thrilled. He also gave him a model of a Porsche roadster and I gave him a 40 girft cert. He seemed to be impressed with the apartment, liked my furniture and decorating and thought it was bigger than he expected. He came so that's a good sign and I figured he would show up in jeans and a shirt, but he wore chinos and a button down jean shirt with his new shoes and his watch. The watch is a good sign. He only wears his watch, to church, and when he's going out. the next day I was in barnes and noble just looking and ended up walking down a self help aisle and there it was, sitting all alone, the last one--Michele's divorce busting book, took it was a sign and purchased it. So now I guess I read and wait! Hope everyone else is doing well!
