Sorry my friend. I did take the time to think those out. If I offened you in anyway please let me know. In wine truth. My friend.
Cutter, you didn't offend me in any way and I should be apologising to you for making you think you did. I really didn't mean for things to come across the way they did. Everybody on here helps me, and we all help each other. It's an incredible place and I would hate for people to think that I am a petulant child who didn't appreciate it. I was having a bad day, but that is an excuse - there are no excuses. My apologies.
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Keep up this work. This is all for you. And only you. And what is good for you is good for your little girl.
It is good for me. As I said on another thread this is the best thing I've done since the S.
As an example, today when driving D back to school after lunch (she comes here for lunch on a Friday) I put the Shrek soundtrack on and listened to All Star - it reminded me of when D was 2-3 and we used to put that on as loud as we could and sing the chorus and she started singing away to it. I cried a little but of sorrow and happiness now sadness. Sorrow that W isn't here to see this. Sorrow that D is step-mumless. Happiness that I can do this stuff. Happiness that I am reconnecting with my D and getting a second chance at that. Happiness that I would rather be on this side of the A than hers as she will never get these moments again - I will always have them. You can't buy that stuff. It's precious.
Thanks again cutter. I always enjoy hearing from you. And I'M sorry if I offended you.
Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010
"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient." "Delay is the antidote for anger"