elwood, yeah it must be a good feeling when a member of the opposite sex show interest in you. I sorta miss that, maybe that gave me a boost of confidence as well. Before I worked at a company where I was the only woman (where I met OM) and if something wasn't going right, I had a lot of men I could speak with and when they would talk to me, I would feel wanted/needed. Now where I work there is no men or they are married, so I need to work on my confidence. I am just floating into each day. If I see ex and we get along, fine. At least I get to see him and we will always have a common bond--our daughter. I sit and wait for him to call. He called this past Fri night deciding he is going on a bike ride for 9 a.m. could I pick up daughter for 8 a.m. I asked if he could drop her off tonight so that I could sleep late, he said no, don't think he wants to see the apartment, I don't know why. I would want to check his apartment out--see if there were traces of OW, don't know why he won't come over. I have all these family pictures of the three of us and no traces of OM. Anyway he said no because he was in his shorts and didn't want to change. Sometimes, I will go over to pick up daughter and he is in his underwear, like your my wife, you can see me in my underwear. So there I go Sat morning to pick up daughter (kiss, kiss). Daughter still sleeping and he is cleaning the kitchen, he decided not to go on the bike ride, so I wake up daughter and help with the laundry (kiss, kiss) then he decides to do errands and off he goes. Sunday, okay I'll go for a ride today, so see ya when I get back, then he comes back and says well thanks see ya daughter and I have a family thing to go to. My lips are getting tired of all this --- kissing!
