Like I told Ali in piecing, I have to hand it to you for sticking it out. You obviously love this man if you are still willing to work at it. Hopefully you will work together......
It was obvious you guys needed counselling and like I told you privatelly, I think you need to see someone on your own to help you through this.
Now just relax a little and enjoy some time together....in one week it will be Christamas...it would be great if you guys all wake up together in that big bed and open presents together. that is something some of our kids will never have again...a Christmas with both parents. I tip my hat off to you for checking your ego at the door and allowing your husband and yourself the opportunity for a committed relationship.

Un abbracio affetuoso .... who knows that sesxy underwear may come in handy after all.