So P what set you off ? What was the trigger for this cycle?

I want you to notice how long this one lasts. I am guessing you will start rowing again quicker than before.

If your here a few days that is ok my friend.

I ended up spending tonight talking to a highschool friend who suffered an affair. And she spent the last few years doing them on other people. She has no male friends so I said I would be her first.
I gave her, her first boundary.

I am not looking for anything more than a friendship. I have to heal myself. If you have difficulties with this please talk to me. We will talk it through or go our seperate ways.

I told her that I could be the first person she tries a boundary out on. And I also told her she should check out this site.
Add that on to the conversation with ladybugs cus... 90 minutes of truthdarts.

I feel grounded.

And I got a new thread to start. Bizzare. How the world goes. And you make a few choices. And life tests you on them. So tomorrow I start it up.

Talk to you on the alt.

P.S. mama and P go help our friend avermont out.


Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul.
unconditional love is awesome!