We all want to jump right back in pretend that this nitemare we have gone thru did not happen. You are really in a pretty good sitch, you just need to step back and look at it from a different perspective. I would be so happy if I could spend the evenings with my ex and son. Go places and to church together. Trust takes a long time to build. I think if he is allowing to be in his life like he is, then he is thinking there might be hope. But honey, you have got to leave the OM alone. There is nothing there that you can't live without.
