Hmmmm. How to respond? I guess it's the trust issue. Somewhere in our M W stopped trusting me. So when I was talking about not giving her a reason to take me back it was because she still doesn't have reason to trust me.
You guys are right. I still focus too much on her. Usually I have a good day after a bad one so tomorrow I should feel better. I had a very long talk with my sister and feel better, but that's because I logically think things through and this situation defies logic.
One good thing, the girls start their two-week break after tomorrow, which means I won't have to go to the house every day after school.
It's good because the house has memories and tends to drag me down. It's also bad because I'm not going to see them nearly as much, although I may sneak over to eat lunch with them a couple of times.
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