Pls help--confused and fearful

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@P17... you always see the opposite side so well. Oh, yes. I'm much happier having my kids with me on Xmas and they WANT to be with me. Xmas eve I'll have my kids and parents with me and be celebrating with my new friends at candlelight mass and having a wonderful dinner with all of them(a 180).

Guess what is a 180 for me as well. I went to Midnight Mass with W last year and I actually enjoyed it (I am not religious but it was nice). This year me and D (D likes GOD) will be going to it and I am actually really looking forward to it. I live in a small town so we will be walking and having father-D chats .. and as I have said SO many times before you CANNOT buy this stuff!

WAH will be with OW and her kids watching them open gifts and their different Xmas traditions probably thinking of our kids.

I bolded that only because tyou know the anaer. As I said earlier DBD .. who wins?

Yeah, he might wonder if what he is doing is right.[/quote]

Am I allowed to rephrase that:

Yeah, he IS wonderING if what he is doing is right.[/quote]

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And I'll post it to my FB page too.
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Get us all on FB .. my advice is to be friends with cutter and we will all see you ...

I'll have my precious kids to hug and kiss and I hope it eats away at him to not be with them.

Your H doesn't have this ... nuff said .... oh and by the way, however much he pretends it doesn't bother him the more he is ... it's a guy thing ...





But... I think the man is lacking a heart or can wall off his emotions so well that it won't even affect him. Must suck to be him. [/quote]