I was trying to ignore the whole court thing, i am scared in the sense he's gonna spew crap about how i don't let him see d2. but as upset as i was i made a tentative plan to go immediately after work, go get it, have him show up and served.

yes thank you for teh 2 x 4.

i've also thought about just not being home.

this is where i am trying not to revert back to old self and just go off in text msgs to him.

i even thought about just responding with we have plans and are going out of town, i'll let you know when we are back in town.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline