Hey MJ, I'm doing ok. Just busy this month with work. This time of the year is always a little hard....but, I'm holding up. Mostly, I'm in denial. Sigh. I still just don't have anything new to say....which is why I don't write much anymore. It is what it is. I feel angry. I feel I did not deserve this. It's not that he decided to leave me...its that he didn't tell me, went to a lawyer, handed me the papers, disappeared, and 4 months later I was divorced. No talking....nothing I can hold on to...just abandonment. Oh well, such is life I guess.
Anyways, I'm just in a slump....this too shall pass. I keep praying and focusing on improving my career. I feel very positive and excited about that aspect of my life.
Believe it or not, I'm doing well, just becoming a bit more matter of fact and less emotional. I don't think I want to be that person anymore. Its a difficult transition....but, I will get there. I'm determined.
Thanks for checking on me MJ. I will do better to check in..
