its bad very i havent gone to a base cuz its far and ive been tring to work... its afecting my job me... the abilaty to funshion... so much i this morning when i looked...
at my account and saw how much money he took out omg i was so in tears so emotional i went to my boss and told him i couldnt be here....
its hurting me bad very,,, im tring not to and everyone thinks im the bad one i mean everyone is ganging up on me and i cant even hold my self together...
he even told me why u ask u have money some where i know u do ... omg im so down every much so i realy realy do...
he told me so many mean and hate full things i just told him that i did not know him he said well this is me and i ant going to change ...
he realy dont love me at all dose he ... omg
Me: 35 yrs H: 35 yrs D: 18 yrs Married: 21 yrs H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you" Currently: confused and lonely
