Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Ok,
I see what you are saying. I am in a bad place right now as far as my W and the things she is doing. It really almost is making it easier to just say he!! with her. I mean, I still have feelings for her. But, knowing what she has done-is doing, just turns my stomach.
I asked myself this question:

Is this the way you want to spend the rest of your life? No chance my friend.