...would have wasted another 6+ hours without you...
Now that sucks, in so much as you're so distraut that you cannot reply to an email without advice because you're so worried about making a mistake.
Chel, you have to think with your head now, not your heart, your heart is going to get you into trouble, make you say things that aren't in your best interest right now. Like. "Come back" "I love you" things that he likely isn't ready to hear.
This gets better. YOU get better with time. Go slow. Be careful.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
