I just feel like I have done something WRONG, in not being able to make this work/make her happy/"fix things". I'm not sure why that is, but again, I need to start working on why I feel that way.
SD,
How do YOU feel about yourself? You like that guy?
I really didn't like me early on. And over the last several months, I learned who I was and who I wanted to be. I changed some things I needed to change (D is never b/c of one person) and began growing. And, I like me for the first time in a while. And I am much stronger than I have ever been.
I am NOT one prone to touchy-feely discussions or one who buys into the latest psycho babble. Psychology certainly has its place, a very important one. But, I just wanted you to know I am a pretty regular guy who, through this biggest challenge of my life, was forced to look at some pretty deep things. Things that helped me become a pretty great human being.
