Weird, weird, weird feeling today. After the counseling session it was like all hope was drained out of me. I know the theories behind DBing, but I just can't imagine any scenario for us to get back together. Maybe it's the LBS syndrome again.

I've backslid on a couple of things today so I have to remind myself, I need to improve emotionally, spiritually, physically and financially, if not for W then for myself and eventually someone else.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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