Pics are up on FB. Not very good pictures since I was in a hurry but I may get to download a headshot in a week or two that was taken by SCAD (Savannah College of Art and Design) who was there partnering with the salon.
Soreness is gone. I worked out some last night and it helped a lot. Thanks!
Heading to bed now. Hope you all have a good night!
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Slept very well thanks. Took a 10mg Ambien so once I fell asleep I was DEAD!
Thank you for the kind words on the haircut. I'm really loving it even though the weather is so wet and misty that it frizzed big time today.
Today being my furlough day, I was doing my elliptical workout this morning and my text message was dinging. When I got off I see it's from Gabe who says, "Hey. Whatcha doin'?" Huh? WTH do you want to know what I'm doing? It made me pretty wary and I assumed he was getting ready to drop something on me yet again. I told him I just finished a workout and asked what was up. He really didn't need anything apparently and just was sitting around flipping channels. Yeah, ok, whatever. I'm not available for chit chat.
Marc is in the middle of finals and they are having 2 classes a day only. He can leave after the 2nd one if he has a ride. Today I could pick him up, the rest of the week I can't so I told him to call his dad and see what his schedule was. That led to Gabe calling me to discuss the options and then he asked if it would be ok if he came over to the house to hang out with Marc while I took my mom to a Dr.'s appointment. Sure, why not. I'm getting a little more comfortable with him being in my house as long as I know it's going to happen. When it's a surprise to me it bothers me.
Oh, BTW, he said my hair looked great. Never got a compliment from him when we were M'd but now he can let them fly? Why is that? Strange man.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Cuz now that he's lost you he realizes what he threw away. And he misses it. His life is still no better, and yet yours has improved so much. It makes him jealous.
Besides, your hair IS compliment-worthy!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I am growing mine and I am thinking of having highlights but I need to dye my hair every 20 days so the highlights last very little and are very expensive
And I agree with Michelle, he sees what he lost. Not a good feeling! K
Heh. Too bad California is a no fault state for divorce and doesn't allow alienation of affection suits anymore. I read about them in law school, wished I could have sued her a$$ - her parents have a lot of money, the stupid spoiled little rich brat.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Yesterday Gabe picked Marc up from school (short day due to finals) and when he brought him home he stuck around making sure he did his chores. Last night I get a text from Gabe asking me if I had found a way home from early release today. I told him I found a ride there and back (he didn't have to be there until 10:45a today - lucky duck)for him. He then told me about some interaction he had with Marc and asked me to follow up on something. I said ok and he responded with "Ok. You have a good night toots."
Toots? WTF? My smart mouth got the best of me though.....I responded with "You too sugar. LOL".
I know, I know....I shouldn't have responded at all but it was just too tempting and I figured it was better than responded with "WTH is that about?"
The icky thing is that he started using that nickname in the last year and it makes me think that's what he calls OW.....EEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!!! GROSS!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
No jumping to conclusions lol. I picked up a bunch of slang from a trip to England in 2001. Started calling people "love" which got me some strange looks, not to mention using "bloody hell" and "mind".
I liked your response lol.
Glad things with the co-parenting seem to be going a little smoother!
Those more relaxed interactions are all in Marc's best interest.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Those more relaxed interactions are all in Marc's best interest.
Absolutely. He has enough stress and frustration in his life without having to cope with parents who can't discuss him without breaking into a shouting match.
It is still weird for me to talk to Gabe with being short, cold, and witchy but it's keeping my attitude better. I find that when I see him I just feel a sense of pity for him. He screwed his life up royally and is stuck in the situation he's in. I may be alone, but at least I'm not having to contend with a passive-agressive betrayer every day.
I found myself sitting straight up in my bed at 3am this morning crying so hard that my entire body was shaking. Just terrible sadness and horrible loneliness was engulfing me. I have no idea where it came from and why it hit at such an odd time but I couldn't go back to sleep after that. All those dark thoughts and 'never' and 'ever' phrases kept coming in and I couldn't beat them back.
Today has been ok, even if I am exhausted from all of that. I'm keeping my sense of humor around me as much as possible but feeling a little fake about it.
*sigh*
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
