Well after ruining our Christmas, my H at the very last minute announced he was taking a trip, packed his bags and took off to drive to Anchorage to fly from there to Minnesota.
I have the flu. So, I am rather apathetic. I tried to act as if over holiday...he made it impossible. When I asked him if we could please stop fighting, he responded with whose fighting...I don't even want any contact with you whatsoever...in a very nasty tone of voice....he's just rotten to the core....then last night he shows up around 6 with a six pack of beer after having left at about 3...and I got a strange feeling that I needed to check his coat pockets...don't ask me why...anyway I did and found a withdrawal slip for 1200 dollars...I asked him if he was taking a trip and he said yes...I asked when he was going he wouldn't answer me...then a few hours later he started packing...he was driving to Anchorage LAST EVENING...and wasn't even going to tell me....to fly to Minnesota to visit his sisters who both by the way HATE me... so, wonderful...this is just confirmation that me wanting the divorce is the right thing...he doesn't care and he proves it over and over again.
I am feeling like I felt about alcohol...sick and tired of feeling sick and tired, which is a good sign for me a bad sign for the marriage. I have no desire to drink and at this point due to his actions no desire to work on this marriage.
