Ya, I think it will help. She really wanted to hurt me last night, she said things like sex with me was bad, she's never been happier than she is now, etc. She just really got nasty, and I have to tell you, I was hurting last night. I have a little anxiety right now-not sure why. I feel like I should tell her off or something, but I won't. I just feel disguisted-what DON'T I KNOW??? It's probably best that I don't know anything else, because I already have horrible visions in my head.
Hurting people say hurting things. Don't read or respond to anything right now. The anxiety is just part of the rollercoaster right now. Manage your energy.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
