exactly. No one who knows me or loves me would ever tell me to stop taking my meds. That in itself was a big sign to me...he doesn't want me to know what is going on...he wants me to be crazy and/or think I am crazy...and I am not. I am responsible for my own happiness....and that means I do need to take care of myself at this point. I have also told him I would like all four of us the H and W who is supposedly ow and my H and me to meet...with my pastor and let the chips fall where they may...I want the truth...
