Yes, it's true, it's time again for the Whatis update! Well, I'm off the AD's and have felt great the past three days, go figure. Dr said "do whatever you want" and that's what I like to hear, so I did. he did prescribe a new AD for me which he said would be more sedating at night as my present AD's were causing me to wake up eary in the a.m. and wearing me out. So, if my three day return to the land of the living doesn't pan out then I have these to try if I choose. It could be that the five weeks I was on the low dose of AD's was enough to give my system a bit of a rest. I guess we shall see. It's been a rough six months. Just to recap for the fans out there, I had a virus for three and a half months on and off, then my best firends wife left him, then my next best friend virtually had a breakdown, then my brother lost his job, next came D deciding this was the perfect time to start having sex with her boyfiriend, then STBX's mother needed heart surgery and STBX had to fly to China for two and half weeks leaving me with the girls full time, and finally I got stomach flu. Wow, it's been about two weeks now with no crisis! I guess I'll just have to worry about having nothing to worry about. Tonight I see the therapist and I'm going to ask her what it is I'm supposed to get in touch with and how the heck I'm supposed to do it. One of my friends said "what if you get in touch with your feelings and you don't like them?" and my brother said "I thought you're supposed to suck up feelings and then get drunk" Yes, I've got great advisors on my side, don't I. Later Dbers, I think I'm about to have a feeling.