"When things aren't going well, we spend far too much time over analyzing & finding fault instead of finding creative solutions" --MWD
Here is something else that I feel is important:
"If you do not like the current agreements you have in place, you are free to make new agreements"
You cannot change agreements when the person refuses to talk to you.
Really??????
Didn't the person who refuses to talk to you just change the agreement?
Luv, you will continue to feel this way as long as you let things happen to you - victimized. To stop being a doormat you need to stop lying down. You can handle it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.