Partner left after 9 yrs - 18months on, reunited !

[AliSuddenly]

Hey ladies! Thanks for your support. I do feel blessed to be back in this position and never fail to make the most of it! Like last night, he was having a drink with BMF and I was Christmas shopping but ran humming through the streets to meet him and planted lots of kisses on him when I did (which he liked!)

Neaj you're right, if he's sad or down it doesnt make me sad or down.. but lately, he's been a little different, a bit of a far away look in his eye. After the way he left me in 2007 because of his depression, I cant help feel a bit insecure, which gets me down. He said I have no reason to worry anymore, but as I explained to him.. he was like this BEFORE he left me, a little 'gone' in the eyes.

He was on AD's for 18 months, but he said they made no difference, so he stopped taking them. The supplements do seem to have made him a bit more positive and exercise definetly helps.

Yes Mish, my Mum just said she could almost pinch herself.. to think this time last year he was about to go off skiing with Helen and look at us now!!!(we were discussing how to conceive).

I think he is still getting over his breakdown and isnt his old self yet and yes, has tremendendous guilt about how he behaved, which was pretty bad hey, dumping me on a sixpence like that! Twice!!