Hard to believe this will be the 3rd Christmas w/o him. It seems both so long ago and so recent, in so many ways I am grateful to be in a much better place, but I still miss being M and feeling "stable" (although that was obviously a bit fat delusion).
I can relate to this so much. It seems like such a long time ago yet sometimes it is still so accute. I'm hopping over now to look at the pictures!
