Hi Future, you are doing so well, her- not so much! I hope that she can own her screw ups, but if not, that cant be your problem. Im proud of how far you have come, and Im so glad that you are looking forward to the future.
I have gotten to the point where I am excited to move forward, to start over and have a chance to have a new life.
Yes, your future is still unknown, but its going to be great, no matter what happens.
bluerain, it's so awesome you've stayed around. You've been with me since almost the beginning, and it means a lot to me. I do keep up with your thread, and I can see how well you've moved on. You're still young. A whole new life awaits you.
Yeah, I don't know if my W will ever really own what's she's done. I thought she was getting better, but the alien has really come back with a vengence! I do still love her, but at this point, I have to see something real and consistent before I'll budge an inch.
I do feel pretty good about my future, but it is still unknown. I'm glad I gave myself that name, since it's open ended, instead of something dreary, like "futuresad" or "futurealone" or some such dreck!
