Hello there! Well, I've been sick with icky cold and feeling a bit down. Things here are fine...but is it the never satisfied part of me that wants them to be great, or what? Seems I am still db'ing my butt off...and he stays pretty much the same. I guess I just get a bit tired of him being so selfish...sports, sports, and more sports...watching what HE wants on tv....doing what HE wants to do...But, I know I have to just go and do the things that I want to do with or without him. I can't change him..only me....and I am responsible for my own happiness. He hasn't been bad to live with or anything...just not all song and roses around here either. I guess I need to accept that love is boring after a while...once it gets comfortable and worn in and more matured...still, I'd love to have some of the passion and excitement back...just don't know how to motivate him...seems nothing I do works. Our sex life is fine...just that...just fine. I want a bit of romance back in our lives and well, it is just not there. Still, he's not looking to get out of the marriage anymore. That's huge compared to where we were four months ago....so patience and more db'ing, I guess.
