no i have not sent any response to his latest phone msg.

oh yes being dark was so much easier then this.

i don't know if i'm being difficult to make it hard for him to meet the expectation, or i'm just being vindictive, with the combination of children needing consistency and routine.

what can i improve upon, what i'm not somewhat perfect????

how would i show him being better wife? since my ob prescribed some anti depressents, he hasn't not been around me since i've been on him, i bet he'd see a difference in me there. i notice it.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline