Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

I meant I'm dead set on filing for the support. I was afraid to stand up for myself. What was I thinking?

Nothing more from WAH and I'm glad for that. I was thinking and this sounds contradictory about NC, but... I don't understand how WAH has not contacted me about Xmas, the xmas break, and gifts for the kids. He rarely contacts them. He even mentioned to them that he hasn't bought their gifts yet.