I felt guilty answering those calls, because I don't want to be desperate and beg her not to do this. In some ways, it would be a relief, the taxes and limbo have been a pain.

But this is not what I want. Not after working this hard and long.

She texted this morning about a new drink she saw at a gas station and thought of me. She called but I missed it, and I got voicemail a little later. A 180 at this point is definitely more contact.

Thanks both of you, that helps a lot. Always a new perspective on here! I'll give her a call tonight, then work on an e-mail. What can it hurt? I also have a counseling appointment tomorrow which is helpful.


Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK