THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIEND! if you were near me i would give you a BEAR hug!!!
this just stinks, it hurts, makes me cry, when i look at my girls i feel it is all my fault that dad isnt here. its awful! I miss him, i miss my friend, my partner...
Quote: one thing he said that REALLY bothers me is that i was expecting him to move back home...never said or implied anything...what??
I honestly didnt say or imply a thing...i think he just assumes that is what i may want...he actually told me it makes him go crazy when he is able to see the hope i have...cause its never gonna happen...so hurtful
he called after he had brought my dad home...said he has calmed down...in his own words...
he doesnt mean to be such a dick. this is just where he is and i cant understand that...\
I think that my h may be in a similar place that you were several years ago...maybe he struggles because of the kids and being able to really stay away...idk
i will continue on doing as planned.
its like i just want to smack or shake him to wake up...all i see is him trying his hardest to keep making these points to me. i dont see him doing anything for himself...as far as help goes. is that just his way of coping? ( or maybe not coping??)
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
