K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Ugh! Am I the only one having De ja vu here?

Kevin, you are the epitomy of the phrase "life happens while you're making plans" Your life is passing by every minute and you are still STUCK on this person that doesn't give you a second thought all day unless she needs something or you contact her for something meaningless.

Let go. Move on.

It's true. We dont know the future. But that doesnt mean you can't use logic to predict it. Scientist and other professionals do it every day. You can't hide your head in the sand from reality.

If only you could have truly detached and moved on with your life months ago. You might have already been back together with your WAW. Or better yet come to the conclusion that you deserve better now that you WORKED on YOURSELF. Oh well. We will never know.

I don't think I would have been back with her. And I don't think it would be better to be with someone else.

Maybe I can get my certification going and be better off in that area. That would be nice. And I do get tired of life passing me by without my W and kids in it every day anymore. But hey, I made a decision to get married and it is tough right now.

Kevin