Kevin, you are the epitomy of the phrase "life happens while you're making plans" Your life is passing by every minute and you are still STUCK on this person that doesn't give you a second thought all day unless she needs something or you contact her for something meaningless.
Let go. Move on.
It's true. We dont know the future. But that doesnt mean you can't use logic to predict it. Scientist and other professionals do it every day. You can't hide your head in the sand from reality.
If only you could have truly detached and moved on with your life months ago. You might have already been back together with your WAW. Or better yet come to the conclusion that you deserve better now that you WORKED on YOURSELF. Oh well. We will never know.
Oh and btw the way, thanks for congratulating me on my small court victory of possibly getting sole custody of my D4. Maybe you should stop focusing on yourself for a minute and start doing what you have been preaching.
No worries. Just making a point that believe it or not the world does not just revolve around Kevin and his problems.