Because "love" makes us do crazy things and makes us see people with blinders on.
I am sorry for your situation but it looks like your eyes are wide open now.
Your right. Love is like a drug. It overpowers your senses and even logic.
At least I can say she was a good mother and she helped pay the bills for 20 years. We had some good memories but it eats away at me that maybe she married me out of convenience and that I could have been with somebody that truly loved me for the best part of life.
I now find myself wondering if I even know what true love really feels like. Its like I have been living in a movie all my life and reality has just came crashing down on me with a ton of bricks.
I cant remember if I chose the red pill or the blue pill. Im now almost as lost as she is.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
