"I know the general consensus is do it for me and my health or at least finish separating things and move forward with my life and let her decide the finale. I have thought at times about going ahead and filing and either being done or seeing if it changes anything. The only thing I think it would change is her feeling free and relieved to pursue OM and another M. I don't think it would be any kind of wake up call to her at all with regard to us. I don't even know that it would lead to any kind of new respect being as how she expects me to stand since that is what I told her I would do. Plus it says I was willing to go ahead and do what I said I would not do."
Again with this?!
You are thinking of filing because you are hoping that she's going to turn around. If you're going to file, file because it will make you happy. Period.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
