Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

After spending a couple hours filling out the forms for financial support and reading a divorce handbook for my state, I'm not so afraid of going ahead with it. Hopefully that's more detaching on my part. I've been told by a couple people that sometimes the WAH wakes up when they see how much they will be paying for a divorce. Geesh, like that'll make me feel good for him to come back to me because it's too expensive.

My dad is having his kidney removed on Saturday. Glad the drs. are attending to it asap.