I mean it seems like you can't even think about whether to change a lightbulb for her without wanting something in return. If you want to change it to be a nice guy, then do it. If you don't want to do it, then don't.
You can't keep expecting to do something to get something in return. Your disappointment comes through every time.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.