It's a little after 10pm here. I am going to try to get off computer by 11pm tonight.

H called. He had a good day at work. I told him I missed him. When he didn't respond, I jokingly said, oh, you miss me,too...how sweet. H laughed a little. I told H I was fighting depression, but not to worry. I have C session tomorrow and am doing things to combat depression while waiting for shrink appointment and for meds to arrive. H did not really comment at first. Then just asked who I was seeing tomorrow...I said C...he said ok.
Asked H about work. H told me about problems with one guy...affecting everyone. Shared a little scenerio where h had made a funny, cutting remark. This is good, h is telling me more about his work sitch. H is opening up a bit. Used to not do this. I believe this is because I am becoming a better listener and asking more questions, rather than doing all the talking.

Am thinking about moving over to KLA...not sure. Am I ready? Is that where I should be?
It's been four months of hard core db'ing now and things are sooooo much better. Lots of room for improvement...but that has to continue to start with me.

Okay, I've bumped myself back up now. Gonna check on some others.


I am responsible for my own happiness.