ARRRRGH! Depression getting worse. Having hard time getting to sleep and then worse time getting up in mornings. Got out today with friend.
Hubby is getting worried. Told friend about it. She made me feel better..said, "He REALLY loves you and doesn't want to lose you again." I need to talk to him and let him know that I am working on myself still...and that I am combating the depression. Wish my meds would show up in the mail...it's gonna take a few weeks after they get here to get back on track.
Anyway, still trying. Eating everyday. Trying to get to bed at normal hour and get up at normal hour. Going to AA.
PMA when awake and not sleeping...it's so hard to keep myself going though..just want to sleep.
Tomorrow have appointment with C. Hope it helps.
God only gives us what we can handle...thank goodness.
