Thanks guys. It will be fine. Ill have a good time.

Some times I actually feel ready to move on with life. Just get past all of this. I have done stuff to my house that I wouldn't have done with W there, gone out some, and had friends over. Other times the reality of the whole situation just smacks me and I need to take a time out. Part of it is the holiday stuff. Part of it probably that I gave her a hug last night (she looked like she needed it when I picked S up). I didn't feel much about it and have no expectation from it, but I think it's affecting me somehow anyway. Another part that's hitting me is that I am really starting to get how the LBS can get the mindset of a WAS. I know that I shouldnt, but I feel a little guilty since I am not sure that I would want her back anymore.

Ill wallow in self pity for a few minutes, suck it up, and go bask in the glory of food and desserts.

Last edited by Energizer Bunny; 12/16/09 05:34 PM.
Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.