Sol - yesterday was such a down day damn..I felt like crap. I'm trying to come to terms that I may be losing my H and it makes me DETACH. I don't want to love someone who purposely hurts me and doesn't care about my feelings. That's why I am so sad lately.

Oh I know...he'll ask me "who are you texting or who is texting you now" but if I ask him it annoys him. NOT right! He goes out on business and stays out till midnight with his coworkers (that's not work) but he says he never goes out - for 19 yrs I have been home with the kids while he is on business - OUT. I call it out not work! So....he gives me sh*t about going out with my girlfriends and staying out late - I say you do it too - but it's all in the name of business right?

Luv ROLLS her eyes!


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10