K4D Rising #4

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I know. I have to stop feeling like I need her. I don't know if I will ever get to the point where I don't want her back though.

I promise you something, okay.

In 3 - 6 months time, when you come back here and read that paragraph above, you will cringe. Why? Because you will have moved so far down the road that you will have made a decision either way about your W. YOU WILL. Trust me on this.

This is not a decision that you should be making now. That is a decision you make when you feel strong enough to accept EITHER proposition.

I see this as a journey where you walk down the road and better yourself. Because, one day, your W will come back to you and say one of two things - I want to try again or I want to end it. The point of the journey we all need go down is so that when the W does come back to us, we are okay having either conversation.

Keep telling yourself, I will handle it. I know you can. You just need to believe you can too.