K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Notice, you said men, not man. She has clearly moved on. I can see forgiving one affair, but when you're talking about multiple relationships, you really need to start asking yourself why you don't think you deserve better.

I do deserve better. But is that really my choice to make? I'm not sure that it is. According to the church, it is not right now.

So should I not ask her if we are exchanging gifts for Christmas based off her comment of I can have that temperate checker as my Christmas gift?

I won't ask her to save me a seat tonight. I will just show up and support D12 and sit where ever is available.

W offered to sew 2 buttons on my 2 of my shirts since I have never done that before, so I will just go have it done myself and not have her do it.

I had debated about asking her if she wanted to do a Christmas eve dinner with me and the girls. I guess I won't.

I did ask her what time D12's karate event was tonight. She said call the school, so I will do that and not contact W.

I think I will do a little bit of apartment hunting today since W has asked me 3 times if I have made a decision to stay in the current one or get another one. I got a letter from my complex saying they would like me to stay and will keep my rate the same. But I don't know if I want to stay in the one I am in. Either way, it should not be W's concern as it doesn't affect the kids school in any way.

Kevin