Well, W's birthday is today. And this is hard for me to act as if we are already D'd and let EVRYTHING (presents, cake and happy birthdays) be from the kids and not me. I know this is what I have to do and that it is tough love. It just feels strange. I have NEVER forgotten a birthday, anniversary or other special occasion.
I will be in the same position soon as H's bday is in a couple of weeks. Last night, I told H I won't be involved with any celebration plans and he could spend the day with DDs. I will have to take the girls out so they can pick out a small gift for their dad. And its his big 40 and I had wanted to something special for him.
