K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Now, I am saying this in the nicest way possible. Yes, you do smother her. You spend waaaay too much time obsessing over every detail about her and her life. It doesn't matter what she does or why. You really need to put her totally out of your mind. It doesn't matter where you sit. None of what you worry about daily matters. What matters is that she has moved on, and you need to stop caring what she does.

You may say that you are just venting here, but I have a feeling you're putting out a needy vibe to her, even if you don't intend to.

I do spend more time than I should thinking about her and what she is doing than I should. I really try to prevent myself from showing any vibes of neediness when around her. Maybe it does come off as that though even though I try not to.

I will tell you something else to. Last night when we were at the house, she was talking to me about this and that. I just felt myself getting angry inside and wishing she would just quit talking. I covered it up well and was cheerful in front of her. But my insides felt otherwise.

Kevin