First off i've got a nice grill/smoker on a trailer we can have that BBQ ANYWHERE!
gima's advice is right on. I thought I had turned a corner and than WHAM. I allowed my thought process to change from " No matter what I'll be fine" and W has exploited it again.
Whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen one way or the other -" do the work" is right.
Feel The pain, embrace the joy, fight thru the losses and embrace the success'.
Don't get foggy. I did and lost momentum.
Focus, strength, fortitude - Good people do overcome, and your good people in my book brother.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.