Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima,
Are you still working on your M?

I want to understand what she is doing, I want to know why she is doing it.

I DO deserve better, so then why do I still feel the way I feel about her? Why would I want someone back-that has done all of this to me?
Can I really just accept that it was a "fog"?

Is it possible for her to come back? I know that can't be answered, but is my W's behavior the same as others on here?

What, if anything, is going to wake her from the "fog"?

sad girl, sounds great-I'm in. But Texas is a big state-gotta find a neutral site!!!