Well my holiday is approaching and I am so unorganised. I have done nothing but I am sure it will all get done in the end it always seems to.
I have just had a Christmas do at my work (which was rocking considering the youngest person there was 60 and the oldest 98!!) but the lady who used to do my job was there and asking about h. She doesn't know we are separated. I just found myself half lying really. Saying he was fine and he had a new job etc. I guess I didn't really lie, I just didn't say anything. I just couldn't face it. Now I feel a bit bad.
The other thing is Christmas cards. I know that all my extended family know etc (my mother has seen to that!) but I just find it so hard sending Christmas cards just from me. I guess I feel a lot of shame still about it, even though I have nothing to be ashamed about. I just hate the thought that people may be assuming things. Maybe I am assuming that they are assuming... or alternatively just wittering Anyway, I guess I will bite the bullet and just send them out.
but I am sure it will all get done in the end it always seems to.
Anyway, I guess I will bite the bullet and just send them out.
