Saffie, hope your surgery went very well and you are feeling okay. Use the feel good pain pills liberally.
It is an amazing time of the year. H said he wants ME! wants to come back. Broke news to OW last night but said "It was a lot harder than I thought." He was crying. Left me a voicemail he was staying at his apartment bec he didnt want to talk but not to read anything into that. Said he loved me for first time in long time. I am cautiously optimistic at this point. Dont know how to proceed from here--the message boards dont have much under reconciliation/piecing.
I really credit you Saffie and the other posters for helping me stay on track and get this far. Dont know if it will proceed but I am not gonna hold back.
Heal and rest and thank you so much. Anyone else reading this with experience on starting over, please help with advice
