real quick update...have given h small tasks...all to do with the girls...picking up from school and the such so that I am able to spend time at the hospital
he has done a GREAT job...more than i ever expected him to do, without a complaint or an arguement...
in a way it is like he has been forced to step up with all that has been happening with my father, i am so proud that he has...so thankful too! yes, i let him know...lol
im not so sure as to why but i have not had such an empty feeling the past 2 days...good or bad???
im still doing nc, as much as possible. i have been hitting the 180's out of the park since he has been around a bit more...
maybe he is seeing that his family truly needs him...idk
time is on my side...ill keep plowing away!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...